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| one year later and ive decided to write again. i totally forgot about this. oppsies. well lifes soo changed around and i need to do my geometry so i have to write this later. love you :)  | | |
| eNTRY:: wow~ its been months since i've wrote in here. so me and tyler fisher broke up. i dated this guy named kevin fisher who was a huge idiot then i dated tyler randall from archbold whose the worst homecoming date ever and then this girl that i was friends with is now dating him since she made out with him when me and him were dating. so a lot has happend. hannah and john are dating --- biig shocker for us all.im a sophmore now and homecomings gone and past and it was fun lack the asshole i went with. ive been spending a lot of tyme with kleins and going to church a lot. i started talking to this guy a year ago and now me and him are kinda sorta almost dating~ but not yet but we both want it but right now hes in a bit of trouble~i did a lot of stupid stuff over the summer that i totally regret. yeah i got pretty stupid. but ive made a lot of new friends;; live learn and love! and this summer i met ashley ewing! and i met justin and cole and a buncha other people that i've talked about in the past! lifes greatt now though and im over peoples drama. and me and brena, were like really tight! i love that girl! but this was just a brief entry and this weekend like sunday night i will pry right another newer one! <33 all lexi* - i wanna love you | | |
| Poem::
As long as my
heart beats && blood flows through my veins-I'll protect you
from harm & ease all your pains.I'd suffer the punishment, The
torture, the pain-To see through your lips a smile again-When life
makes you sad & you cry painful tears-I'll wrap my arms around
you,Until gone are all your fears-If you ever feel like you are in
pain-I'll stay by your side until you are again sane-I'd endure endless
pain & be with you forever.But all these things,I'd do for nobody but you
! *I love you so much tyler-
~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~<3~
Feelings Nobody Could Understand <3
SAME OLD STORY
EVERYBODY KNOWS
ONE HEART HOLDING ON
ONE LETTING GO
i`m a mess & my room usually is too.
i laugh at the stupidest things, and say the
wrong thing at the wrong times. i cry for
no reason. sometimes i get mad easily.
but i`m just me & thats all i can be.  
She is much better off without him.
Her smiles aren't fake now.
Her heart finally realized
what her head had been saying all along
"I deserve better."
we're not just friends.
friends don't look at eachother like we do. <3
he's the type of guy that makes you love
you're name just becauseof the way he says it.
we get in the biggest fights with the people
we care about most because those are the people,
we're willing to fight for <3
 
i miss how he could be so random & i miss how whenever a guy would approach us he'd tighten his grip on me
Being around you makes me feel like
for once in my life, i dont have to <3
try to be happy, it just happens.
as she walks down the street
she sees those perfect couples
hand-in-hand, and she cant help
but be . j e a l o u s . shes just this stupid girl
who sets her hopes too high
hes just a stupid guy
who doesnt know whats in front of him
She has everything and more,
Yet she still brakes down in tears at night,
I guess there really is.
more than meets the eye...
Goodbye, drama. Hello, I don't give a shit.
dont settle for a guy that'll kiss your ass
wait for the one who pushes your buttons
& pisses you off on a daily basis.
love isnt suppose to be easy
its suppose to be worth it.
 
tHiNkiN oF yOu...
bRiNgS a SmiLe To My FaCe
DrEaMiN oF yOu...
MaKeS mY hEaRt RaCe
TaLkiN tO yOu...
MaKeS mE wAnT yOu EvEn MoRe
BuT bEiNg WiTh yOu...
ThAt iS wHaT i LiVe FoR!
. . . <3
- s0me0ne asked me -
"d0 y0u kn0w where heaven is?"
i had t0 -sMiLe- i p0inted t0 him &* said. . . "in th0se arms."
it takeS a milli0n pe0ple t0 c0mplete the w0rld
but it 0nly takeS y0u t0 c0mplete mine
Crushes only crush you,
Falling only hurts you,
Hearts will only break you,
If there is no love to save you
 
I
was laying in your arms and drawing "i love you" all over your arms,
thinking you weren't paying attention. Then you looked at me and said
"I love you too".
he whispered to her,
the only way i could ever hurt you is
by holding your hand too tight.
<3
I don't care about your past,
All I wanna know is if theres
aplace for me in the future
 
Im looking for real love --
Ridiculous ;; heart warming
uncontrollable - cant live
without each other kinda thing
.& it`s those past midnight
conversations that still mean
EVERYTHING TO ME
every morning i try & convince myself
that i don't love you // but by the end of
the day, i give up, because i know that
i STiLL DO.
people say "why do you like him?" and honestly, i dont know. but there's just something about him and i just cant let him go
Love is like falling down,
in the end, you're left hurt,
scared & with the memory
of it forever <3
have you ever loved someone & they had absolutely no idea what so ever? or fell for your best friend in the entire world & then sat around & watched him fall for someone else cus you couldn`t take the chance
~Entry~
Hey everybody!
whats up? like nothing here. well a lot has been going on lately. i
have a job and i start on tuesday. and tyler might come here this
weekend. other then that not much has changed. is spent last weekend in
columbus and went shopping and this weekend at chelseas dads -- it was
a good week/weekend. hopefully we get a delay soon. i dont really know
what to say right now. im like bored and tired so im gonna go. love you
all* Night!ill write more later!
love you tyler*
xox *..Lexi Arielle..* xox
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| .*Poemz*.
My
bones are broken,I cant get up and walk.My mouth is sowed shut,I cannot
talk.My eyes are blurred,I can`t see a thing.My ears are bleeding,From
All this screaming.My Head, It aches,I can`t get to sleep.My heart, Its
broken,&& I think i just cut too deep.
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
I am sad at night.For reasons I do not know.But deep inside my
heart.Is bleeding like im cold.It mostly occurs when im alone.I cut my
wrists and black my eyes.My sadness is uncontainable.As tears run down
my faceI am sad at night.For reasons no one can tellI wish I could
control this emotion.As I've tried holding back tears that fall.I wrote
this poem in my head.From all this pain youve caused me and the dread.I
hate myself because of you.Im scard for life, this is true.
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
~Quotes~
i dropped a tear
in the ocean ;;
the day i find it..
is the day that i
stop loving you.
<3 <3 <3 <3
&& i love that boyy
more than anyone
could undertand. <3
explaining my love to you
is like explaining colours
to a blind person...
i never really knew what
love was ;;
until the day i met you <33
&& at this point..
its impossible
to get you off my mind.
&& whatever im doing,
i always seem to stop..
and think of you. <3
he's the one
i fall asleep
thinking about
every night. <3
he gave her 12 roses..
11 fake and 1 real,
and said hed love her
till the last one dies. <3
the only way i make it
through the day
is knowing
that ill see you. <3
true love doesnt have
a happy ending.
cause true love never ends.
<3
&& he is one person
that she wouldnt mind
talking to forever <3
theres no way she can stop
loving him.
not yet at least.
one week without you,
makes one weak, <33
&& these spaces in my fingers
were meant to be filled
by yours. <3
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*..Poem..*
<3Its
the way he smiles, the way he laughs<3Its the way his eyes shine,
the way his hand fits perfectly into mine<3Its the early mornin
fights, and the late night chats<3Its the memories, and the cute
photographs<3Its the way he sings along with the radio, the way he
whispers in the dark<3Its the way he holds me in his arms while he
says "i hope we never part"<3ITS ALL THE REASON WHY I LOVE HIM
LIKE I DO!<3Because hes my whole world,and theres not enough words
to explain it to you!<3
HAPPY SIX MONTHS TYLER!
Love you baby!
-Feelings Id Never Thought Id Feel..*
   
   
   
   << found that one guy!!
  <<i thought right!  
<3 Entry <3
Hey everybody! hows it
going ? i havent wrote in FOREVER!! so whats up? not shit here..just
chilling.so my lifes been pretty good! except some stupid bitch
allisha, shes being a fucking whore n saying shit about me but
whatever, shes just jealous im so much better then her nasty ass. and
then me and justin, were okay not as good as friends as we were. but
back to happy stuff!! todays six months for me and tyler!! im very
happy..its a good day. its sunny and gorgeous! hehe. but yeah other
then all that stupid drama that im over, my life is wonderful and im so
happy. for once. ohhh and the best part was friday i hung out with
kaylee, kristen s, christine f,dani c , kristen p and brooke p..it was
awesome. except i about died but still lol!! im on the phone with
jennifer-- yay! but anywhoza! i gosta new bestest friends his names
kyle! i dono really what to right but i stayed at kayless house
friday..and then dusty came over.it was awesomely cool. and christines
house was fun too! but im gonna go now bc im gonna go running or
something. Love you all!
Love you tyler*
xoxo *..lexi arielle..* xoxo
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